I'm very patient less right now... i get so frustrated with jenny. i don't know what it is but it always seems like she's trying to butt into my life to see whatever I'm doing, or if i don't do something with her right when she wants it, she gets angry.... but the only time she ever asks me to do anything is when she's bored because she's tired herself out of Nintendo and TV. so she gets mad at me because i won't be her entertainment. I'm getting really frustrated. then it makes her feel sad or angry or whatever, and if she ever ended up killing herself i would probably blame myself. i hate this freaking life. i love that my family is so "perfect" and never fights... anyway... i guess now that I've gotten some anger out I'll go shoot myself or something.