I want real friends and a mom. I want my friends to understand that I value family over friends. I want friends that actually want to talk with me seriously and have real conversations that aren't stupid and ridiculous. I want a job. I want money so that I can actually do things. I want my friends to understand that I don't have parents that will just give me 20$ every time I want to do something. I want my friends to realize that I have other obligations than just them. I want someone to understand me. I want a lot of things. Unfortunately no one ever gets everything they want.